2nd upper

I obtain 2nd upper in my law degree!!! ^^ celebration. But first things first, all thanks to God, for without him, this would have turned out ugly. I had a horrible break up followed by horrible revelations and news 20 days before my examinations. I expected myself to fail, but God was there, granting me clear mind, strength and grace. Evidence that God has power over everything. Even emotions. 20 days to recover and be ready for an exam! This 2nd upper is not my work, but the work of God. Also, not to mention the church friends who granted me support, and most of all, my parents for prompting me and supporting me all the way through moments where I really wanted to give up.

Morning devotion (23th june)

For those who knows me, if you actually read my devotions carefully, you can tell of the plights that I have to keep on going through on a daily basis.

2 Corinthians 4:2 "But we have renounced the hidden things of shame, not walking in craftiness nor handling the word of God deceitfully, but by manifestation of the truth commending ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God.
Do you hate sin? Do you have a peculiar sin you hate most? These few days, I dread having to go to the city. It brings me to face the sin that I struggle with the most. With every girl in town dressed as though cloth has become scarce, I could barely even keep my eyes to myself. With every girl dressing as though the world has to see their bra size, I could barely even keep lust out of my mind, and I really hate it so bad that I rather have my eyes pulled out each time I start thinking like that. I REALLY HATE IT.

treatment of women

Once in a while the family lawyer person in me begins to want to write something. Thus today, I shall dwell upon the current status and rights of women.

What does the modern world look like to women. I often wonder how would a women perceive the world to be like when they first woke up. What kind of world are they living in to begin with. I always knew that as a guy, the world that I am living in is a lot better than the world that women kind are in. Am I thankful for that? Absolutely not! I am deeply saddened by it. If a plight like that would affect someone dear and close to me, then surely one should not be pleased by such a disposition.

After the world war 2, what seemingly look to be a change to the status of women folk suddenly took the world by surprise. Women are suddenly found in universities, workplace, to what people believe to be given the same rights and privileges of men kind. Anyone remember the song by James Brown? Something to do with living in a mans world. You agree with the notion? The proper question is can you see that notion actually happening in this world?
It is hard to write something about what degrading levels does a women actually face on all levels, because there are so much to write about. Too many areas would come to mind. Men out there, does any of this areas disgust you? Wait till God impressed upon you how unhappy it makes women, particularly the one he has prepared for you. You be as angry as me.
Most men I met out there does not, definitely does not view women as anything more than a walking sex object. Sometime ago, I was in a bar alone trying to catch a bite of lunch before taking the bus. As I was eating by burger, I can't help but overhear a conversation between two guys discussing about the 1 night stands that they had with girls they just met in uni within weeks. What hits me is those girls are not even their girlfriends. And they are discussing about another trip to a club to hunt for more. I may be fallen in my own way, but I never liked even hearing of how women can be treated so cheaply. More disgust filled me when I realised that those girls who spend the night with them treated themselves equally cheaply. You just made it even harder for anyone to fight for your rights especially if your going to offer your body so cheaply.
Men who truly love your women. Allow me to grant you some knowledge about the " heart" picture. It is actually not the shape of a heart (Unless you never had science class, you probably already knew this) Out of curiousity, I went to find out and what i shock I had when i figured  that it is actually the picture of a womens bend over butt as though an invitation to doggy style. If culture is going to degrade women to this extend, how hypocritical is it to award women rights and foundations to equality. No one views man as any form of sexual objects do they? I don't know how women then look at hulky man, but I highly doubt it that any women would be thinking of his penis when looking at his arm muscles. But look at even popular design culture. The picture of a simple heart shape that is found nearly everywhere is a hidden meaning picture meant to instigate hidden meanings to a sexual act based on a woman's body. If this is overreacting, then I plead guilty and ask that you continue treating all women as sexual objects accepting symbols of such to be societies norm. I definitely cannot imagine someone using a picture of my butt/ penis as a symbol of love. If anyone is to offer me something close to that, I sue that person.
what other kinds of lies goes out there? " Women can now do exactly what men do." Personally, I don't mind. But on a deeper level, I noticed how much it undermines women's purpose in life. As society progresses, the position of a submissive person, a kind person, compassionate person turns to look weaker. What women are meant to do best, society now makes it looks as though it is only done by the weak. How would you feel if someone tells you the true purpose of your life is what makes you weak. For that you must go for the purposes of someone else. God in his own perfect will created women with a special purpose for her. strange that men would go round calling that purpose weak, offer women their purpose, and now complain about the world turning in turmoil, women taking over them.

quest of the missing me

This I feel is a moment of life that everyone would pass through at least once. You climb up a mountain. as nearing the peak of the mountain, it gotten somewhat lonely. But perseverance pushes on. When you got to the top, you look back and realised the depth of growth that has been overcame. At that instant, you fall backwards from the first peak, and found yourself at the bottom of the mountain. Curiously, the process of rowing down can be pretty long. Upon reaching the bottom of the mountain, you picked up a mirror and looked at yourself. My... you barely recognised who is in that mirror.
So what does one do after that? Strangely, lifes way is not going to a hospital, but going up another mountain. The way life helps one to recover is strange.

I was told that I write really long post. Haha. >< So very sorry. I am a person of much words. This post have been considered normal / short on my account. a really long post, to me.... I think is equivalent to 1 chapter of a book for anyone.
I really desire that all my friends read my blog. See how God move in my life's testimony. See what I learned, and hopefully hear God speaking to them through that. I however am not much of a picture person. Nor a colour person. I find myself comfortable with words, words, words, and loads of them. To the people I am close to, I too think I talk a lot and think too much. I however don't know if I should change that, after all, How I express myself best is words, and lots of them.
So if you do find reading my blog a drag, I am sorry. To get to know a lawyer like me, one needs to enter the difficult realm of words and think nuts like me I guess, which can be pretty unentertaining. I too can understand that part being a drag because to a certain extend, I also find words sickening though I too find them adorable. haha.
If you read this far already, you have my thanks, and a beg to not stop. As rewards to your ears, I promise, nothing here is not God inspired or personally created by me. After all, you intend to read God inspired writings and what I have to say. That I can promise to bring out more to entertain.