Habakkuk, Zephaniah & Haggai
Reflections:
Today is one of those days where everything goes south. The whole week probably... nothing went right. I quarreled with Valerie the whole week, my sleeping schedule and time table got messed up, I struggle to even secure deals.. Everything went South. Today is one of those days where I wonder what on earth am I doing, what on earth is going on, and is God even with me, am I doing something wrong, why is nothing going right, am I supposed to pivot into something else, am I supposed to push on, what is going on. There's like no stability in my life, no consistency or constant. Everyday is like fire fighting. Everyday is like reinventing, and it is so exhausting. The whole real estate career is full of more downs than ups. I am wondering where did I go wrong, am I not enough, what did I not do right... I am.. in such a mess.
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