Nov 8

 Jeremiah 25 - 30

Reflections:

I just called Eden again to tell him about the landlord's position and all, and Eden still continues to deny being privy to all of it. What is more? Is Eden saying that since the lawyer failed to add it into the TnC, he doesn't need to bother about it. But as I was sleeping, I had a very disturbing dream of a baby deer that is burning up from the inside.Because it ate charcoal, and then is dying from inside out. We brought the mother to see the baby deer, and it was very heart wrecking as in our hearts, we know time will run out very soon. When I woke up, I felt God saying, that deer is Eden. So I called him not to reprimand him, but to try and help him see sense. But he priorities money instead of being correct. Finances instead of being right with the law and with our own bible principles. at that moment, I know the "deer" has swallowed it's last charcoal, and there is nothing I can do, so I politely ended the call.

Same time, as I was reading continuation of Jeremiah 25 - 27, it shows God being kind enough to warn the people of Israel that he will wipe them, and ask of them to repent. giving them time to turn back to him, though unfortunately, they did not.

Then as I read Jeremiah 28-29, it talks about the false prophets that came about, and how God dealt retribution to each and everyone of them.

Lastly, Jeremiah 30 was the restoration.

I thought and reflected upon it, feels like the cycle of calamity, and sin. it has to be exposed, and a time of altar call, turning back, reflections and change/transformation must happen which is probably what I am going through now. Learning what mistakes I made when dealing with Eden, and also learning how to be clean and blameless in everything I do, with God's strength.